My November

BY COMPLEJO

Most photos that I love, usually involve girls who are just stuck in a moment, its easy to understand what the artist loves, and what the subject means! These shots inspire my life and one day I hope to shoot horizontal just as well!

I'm Pregnant!

JUST KIDDING!!! But my very best friend Bre is about to give birth and I have to keep reminding myself it's not my kid! We're starting to count down, we have about 5 weeks, I'm hoping for 3 instead! In every ultrasound photo shoot this kid has been in he's been caught posing like a true stud! We have the hand behind the head with the legs crossed, the knuckles posted to the chin with the legs crossed, and the wrist posted on the corner of the head with the legs crossed screaming, "look at me, no, DON'T look at me! LOOK! NO don't look at me!" The kid has charm!

All the Meanwhile Bre is just hoping that her limbs don't swell any more! Keep Miss Breanna in your prayers as she endures her first birth and this special miracle to come!

THE BEST FIT; COIN 1804

HI EVERYONE!!!! LONG TIME NO SEE!

Im happy to submitt some great news.

All in all I consider this last year to be the hardest I've ever encoutered. Maybe the hardest I'll ever endure; Almost getting married, feeling stagnant in my career and education, learning how to walk a path alone, being faithful, and most of all trying to be strong when all I felt was abandoned and lost. I felt as though the Lord forgot who I was and I almost forgot his personality.

All that changed last week

This last year I prayed and prayed and prayed for some miracles to help me just breath and get through the day! Most of all I've been trying to get a job with my degree in the fashion field for about year. The truth is everyone wants to hire someone with experience but no one wants to give experience! If you think business is bad now, fashion was the first to fill the economies void of trade about 2 years ago. Since then, the market has been dry dry dry! I currently applied for a job where ill be working with designers and traveling to NY, Vegas, and subside in LA to work. Out of 60 EAGER contestants who the designer sat and interviewed personally, I was chosen as numero uno! I died of happiness yesterday. The designer told me she wasn't spiritual but she saw that I had honest eyes and that they were bright. She also told me that now I am family and with her I am to stay for years. The line I'm working with is beautiful and so so cute, They sell to Barney's, Sax's, Neiman's, Segal, Norty's ETC...I already received a free dress, sporting it as we speak! In addition everywhere I travel to my outfits will be accommodated for by the designer!!!! I start work on the 30Th in Vegas and then come Sept I'm off to NY and then back to LA!

As I've been praying to Heavenly Father for the last month I asked him for a job, in fashion, where I could learn everything but with quality and integrity. I asked that it be in NY but also voiced my concerns of not feeling stable enough to afford it all, and I ask that he protect me from the evils of that industry. Everything I asked for I got... a job, a designer with integrity, an affair with NY but not a marriage, and the singular feeling that God had blessed me with the most perfect job because I endured, was faithful, and earnestly prayed. I still can't believe this miracle has occurred in such a faltering economy. But nonetheless I'm so eager and excited to finally show my art, my flare, my gifts and run with them. I like to think as yesterday as a new chapter, and we've only just began....I think yesterday was the day I started my career! But mind you becoming a nurse is still my goal! Why have only one career?

My Homey

Today I went out on a small hill to take pics. As I sat down in the wheat I became frightened that a snake might bite my butt. Luckily nothing happen, however I did panic when I saw some homeless man lying down in the same wheat field 20 ft away. Hahaha, I didn't know if I should be embarrassed or scared. I guess were never that alone. :)

horti-WHO!

So, with great happiness, I'm glad to say my new obsesh...horticulture...I've been subscribing to Garden Design and my inner G-ma is coming out. This magazine shows all the hybrids that people are cultivating and all the fabulous ideas around the world. In addition, It premiers a monthly list of all the blossom fares that are around the state. I don't know about you but that BAA----LOWS my happy Lil' mind! As I was reading I found these hanging wall decors. OK, take a look again...they are plants that have been set with plaster and have a drip system connected flawlessly in the back so the paint of the walls doesn't damaged.Why didn't I come up with this! UGH....Genius!

Cutie Patootie

Emilie Anna Evelina Björk ...gotta love the Swed's

This girl went to Nordic Angst school of photography.

I admire her work so much. It's borderline hipster which turns me off,

but nonetheless she captures such a light sensation through her photos.

MY LIFE

Burcin Esin, 19 years old